first day on the job at hollister...now i smell like the store. it was pretty boring and i was getting tired of saying "hey! how ya doin? have you heard how great our jeans fit?"  at least now i know how to properly fold t-shirts

i had stopped believing in fortune cookies ever since my grandma's said "you are a happy man"

but this one was different..it could actually relate...

"If you carry your childhood with you, you never become older."

i've notcied that i haven't been putting  on here what i've really been feeling lately...i'm wondering if i've ever even done that before...so i'm trying to think about what i should say...and how i feel...but i can't really think of anything...

everyone else is all deep with their feelings...not like many people go on here anymore but the ones who do are talking about how much they miss people and what's gonna happen when college starts and how scared they are or whatever...damnit...mayber arielle and ashton are right...i DO bottle things up. but it's not that i try to on purpose...it's just...that...i...don't know what to say...i don't KNOW how i feel! i'm just sorta...neutral..? and i don't wanna sound depressed cause i'm not and...huh...i think i'm even more confused than i was before...but hey...i think i DID open up in this entry even though it was about opening up..but it still counts..

Ocean City was damn HOT...and i'm not talking bout the weather... teeheeheehee